....i hate my brain.

i keep thinking of things i don't want to think about. and it bothers me....alot.


i have had alot of emotional problems that happened recently and i really don't need my imagination acting up again. last time i nearly killed myself.

.....

i am thinking about starting up a newer version of my Sonic Fanfic. changing Rages name to ALBATROSs. his real name is Experiment 347o. he has....some ...biological issues that.....cause him to be a threat to everyone and everything around him. (i have been playing [PROTOTYPE] so you can guess where this is going.)

biological weapon of mass destruction with an unlimited adaptive power. he continue to change and become even more powerful with each passing day. he has no control of himself when he goes into berserk stage. put it this way. he is like ichigo's inner hollow.....cept its really fucking scary.


.....i have a sketch i have been working on for some time and i need to post it.

i also have the first revised chapter in its final stages. so be on the lookout for that.

anyway. i am back to writing....what i do best. other than get in pwoples way. and being where i am not wanted. and breaking my own heart.

GAH im doing it again.

shit.


ignore it.


anyway. enjoy the prolouge.

oh...and bonuse info..

songs i was listening to when i wrote the update.
two weeks by all that remains
from the inside by linkin park
no one cares by atreyu
firefly by breaking benjamin
unholy confessions by avenged sevenfold
twilight of the thunder go by amon armarth
undead by hollywood undead
sinner by drowning pool
flush by head
polyamorous by breaking benjamin
breath by breaking benjamin
ect ect

........ i am fine by the way......at least i think i am. not coughing up blood anymore. so that is good. lungs apear tobe ok. and my cuts are almost all gone. so....other than the pain i have waking up....been a pretty good week so far. overlord 2 comesout in a couple hours....kickass. XD

i am a huge overlord fan....and guns fan.....you know this by now.